yesterday, i was really down....dunno why....feel tat i lost
something....but im not qualify to request anything also.....i have to face and have to accept it....
feel like wan cry....but is very difficult to cry also....cause i cant let anybody worry for me right? i think im a very good actor in how to act as very independent ppl...dont wish my parents worry for me...the best way to cry is cry inside bath room...take a long long bath and cry inside...after tat go sleep immediate..so nobody will knw you cry...tat is wat i always do....funny right? but any others choice?
so down whole day but luckily tiz week my niece all come singapore...aiss...4 of them really make me no time to be down...no time to cry...accompany them chit chating, take dinner, watch movie....think tat al? haha...after dinner they all take their story book and wait me read story for them....although is tired...but im enjoy it....at least i wont feel sad at tat moment...finish story one by one...teach them how to ready each story themself, teach time how to do homework, how to do this and that...finally is time for them to sleep and is time for me to sleep...
human being really funnyright ? when we r children we hope and pray GOD can let us to be adult as soon as possible, BUT when we become adult....we r so envy all the children....no need to think so much...a simple candy, a simple story also can make them happy for whole day....
feel like wan cry....but is very difficult to cry also....cause i cant let anybody worry for me right? i think im a very good actor in how to act as very independent ppl...dont wish my parents worry for me...the best way to cry is cry inside bath room...take a long long bath and cry inside...after tat go sleep immediate..so nobody will knw you cry...tat is wat i always do....funny right? but any others choice?
so down whole day but luckily tiz week my niece all come singapore...aiss...4 of them really make me no time to be down...no time to cry...accompany them chit chating, take dinner, watch movie....think tat al? haha...after dinner they all take their story book and wait me read story for them....although is tired...but im enjoy it....at least i wont feel sad at tat moment...finish story one by one...teach them how to ready each story themself, teach time how to do homework, how to do this and that...finally is time for them to sleep and is time for me to sleep...
human being really funnyright ? when we r children we hope and pray GOD can let us to be adult as soon as possible, BUT when we become adult....we r so envy all the children....no need to think so much...a simple candy, a simple story also can make them happy for whole day....
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